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Victoria

[PAF]

Thanks VictoriaZ I wdill write to You. I had a very difficult day yesterday. I spend half of the day doing bone scan, cat scan, blood test, doctor's appointment, nurse's appointment, EKG etc. You have to be very healthy to do this. Sick person cannot to do such things in 4 hours.

[ViktoriaZ]

PAF, получила ваше сообщение, а ответить почему то не могу, видимо слишком давно не пользовалась форумом и мне закрыли доступ к ответам личным. Напишите мне пожалуйста на емайл lucky-lucky15@narod.ru так легче общаться и обсуждать более личные моменты.

[PAF]

I am officially in clinical trial. I was the last person on planet accepted to this. As nurse said :" you got in this under the wire".

[The Cat]

Super news- congratulations!!!

Ladies, be strong!

[AnnaZJ]

Как у вас дела, PAF?

[PAF]

I started treatment. I did 4 weeks. 3 weeks of new study drug and 4 weeks of letrozole. White cell count dropped. I got really bad cold , cough. Now I fell better, but blood work is not normal yet. So today my oncologist gave me a break for 6 days. I gonna have letrozole only until my blood work gets better.
I feel ok for now. I joined yoga classes and meditation group. I like them. I have more free time now because I almost quit my job. My boss did not let me go . He convinced me to work at least 1 day per week for 4 hours. After I started meditation I started to paint again. It is my hobby. Now I have more time for myself, so I do exercise every day on the beach.

[PAF]

My new painting.

[PAF]

I cannot attach file:(

[PAF]

My painting

[PAF]

It is my paint therapy.
P.S. The fish should go up. But I cannot attach in right orientation.

[Нейтрина]

Какая чудесная оптимистичная рыбина! PAF, боевого вам настроя и хорошего настроения!!! И здоровья, конечно!!!

[PAF]

Spasibo

[mamik]

Какая симпатичная рыба.
PAF вы молодец! Я вами восхишаюсь. Такая сила воли не каждому дана. Держитесь и здоровья вам. Все будет хорошо.

[AnnaZJ]

PAF, какая Вы молодец! И рыба такая замечательная, не дайте пропасть такому таланту!
Я только начинаю этот путь, диагноз 2.5 месяца назад, сейчас делаю химию, через месяц операция, потом снова химия, потом - кто знает...Если есть советы как держаться и другие words of wisdom - с удовольствием прислушаюсь, спасибо.

[Kometa]

PAF, это акварель? И что еще? Тушь или ручка?
И рыбу сами придумали или увидели где? Очень красиво!

[PAF]

It was a master class but for drawing only. So colors is mine.
I am not a brave. But thanks everybody. It really means a lot.
AnnaZJ, please, don't give up. My computer is broken, I cannot write in Russian. I want to tell your a lot of stories(positive one). Take care of yourself. Chemo is bad, but it is not the worst part of this mess. Getting diagnosed is the worst. So think of it as worst part is already over. Rest is just treatment that you need to get. It is not easy but it must be done. It is like bumpy road, but it is a Road. It is a way to get better. Please write here.

[PAF]

To Kometa: it is acrylic, but very thin. Almost like watercolor. And gel pen .

[notknown]

PAF, какая Вы умничка. И рыба замечательная!

[notknown]

PAF, какая Вы молодец! И рыба такая замечательная, не дайте пропасть такому таланту!
Я только начинаю этот путь, диагноз 2.5 месяца назад, сейчас делаю химию, через месяц операция, потом снова химия, потом - кто знает...Если есть советы как держаться и другие words of wisdom - с удовольствием прислушаюсь, спасибо.

Держитесь, AnnaZ Главное не сдаваться!

[AnnaZJ]

Как вы, девочки с опытом химии, спите по ночам? чёрти-что, жарко-холодно-часами не могу заснуть...и мысли по ночам ещё те...как вы справляетесь?

[PAF]

It will get better. I was not sleeping also. I started to learn how crochet. Painting, reading etc. From 6 month to 1 year, it will be get better. Don't get scared. It will.

[AnnaZJ]

PAF and others,
что Вам помогает "не бояться", книги? CD? support groups? пытаюсь понять how to deal with emotional /spiritual side of the problem...

[PAF]

Books doesn' t work, CD doesn't' t work , group doesn't work for me. Friends, animals, doing or learn something, that you always dream to do but never have a chance or time to do work for me. Also to my surprise, meditation. I found meditation group at local library. Free and very helpfully. I don't know how it works but who cares. It works. Nice people, nice instructors. We meet once for week. Very easy to learn. You can start right away. The meditation system name is Sahaja. They have groups everywhere. I feel very good after session.
And the most important things, You should' t be afraid to tell people that you have cancer. Get this "boogeyman from under bed." Tell. To your surprise you willl find a lot of help from friends and strangers.

[PAF]

Paint therapy, craskoterapia. I painted the walls.